Hindi ko na talaga alam kung kaya ko pa. Ayoko na sa pamilyang to. Ayoko sa lola ko…. Ayoko na

Dear future girl of the boy I love,

You should know how lucky you are to have this young man in your life. He’s nothing less than amazing. You should know how grateful you should be for being so blessed. His love is not something easily found nor replaced. 

I just wanted to tell you a few things.

If ever he’s down and you plan on visiting him or meeting up with him, bring him some rootbeer or ice cream. It’ll make him smile. Though, really, a hug or a kiss would be fine as well. When he makes tampo or gets mad at you, don’t get annoyed easily. Sometimes, he just does that because he’s looking for lambing. Hug him or kiss him or just be sweet to him - his coldness will wear off. If it doesn’t, talk about things with him. Be open and be honest - he doesn’t like it when things are kept from him.

Always be sweet to him. He loves corny jokes and pick-up lines. He loves talking about anything and everything. Remind him constantly that you love him and always do special little things for him. When you’re on the phone, sing to him - he’ll love it, I swear. Write him letters, make him videos, give in to his little requests. It’s not so hard to do and it’s enjoyable too. 

When you go out, stay close to him. He likes accidentally bumping into you - literally. The feeling of your skin on his skin will probably make him happy. Fingers brushing one another while walking? That’s a good thing. Play with his hands or his cheeks and poke his belly every now and then. Be playful. Also, keep talking. Don’t let him be bored. Smile, smile, smile. His is so infectious, I doubt that I even have to remind you to smile. Don’t wear clothes that are too revealing, he’s not into that. Don’t put on too much or any make up at all - he will love you most at your simplest. 

Lastly, take care of him. Please. As I said earlier, you are very blessed - I hope you don’t take that for granted. Love him with all your heart and make him happy. He deserves it and so do you.

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Dear you,

Ngayon, masasabi kong wala na talaga. Hindi ko alam. Sinubukan kong ipaglaban ka, ipaglaban tong nararamdaman ko. Kaso, ikaw.. Ikaw tong sumuko. Hindi ko alam kung niloko mo ba ko, ginamit, o kung talagang minahal mo ako. Kasi ako, totoo lahat ng naramdaman ko sayo. Noon, ang pinangarap ko lang, maging tayo. Kaso hindi eh.. Lokohan lang yata to lahat. Pero tinatanong ko ang sarili ko, hindi naman naging tayo pero, bakit ang hirap hirap kalimutan ka. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Pinaniwala mo ako sa lahat ng pinagsasabi mo.

Eto na siguro ang huling beses na susulat ako ng ang problema ko ay ikaw. Hindi naman talaga problema. Basta, ewan. Gusto ko nalang maging masaya ka. Bahala ka. Hehe.

Masasabi kong hindi na kita masyadong iniisip. Pag ka gising ko, hindi na ikaw ang unang pumapasok sa isip ko, hindi tulad ng dati. Siguro nga dati, sobrang patay na patay ako sayo. Hahahah pfft. Pero ayun, di na rin ako umaasang maguusap pa tayo. Bahala na. Magiging masaya nalang ako kung anong meron ako. Natuto na din naman akong makuntento. :)

Mag iingat ka. :)

-Laurie

“Once na nagmahal ka, wag kang susuko kahit ilang beses pa kayong masaktan. Mahal mo nga di ba? Kaya dapat magtiis ka.”

Pero naisip ko, hindi rin naman masamang sumuko kung alam mong wala talagang patutunguhan. Nakikipaglaban ka lang para sa wala, parang tanga lang di ba? Kaya sana, alam din natin kung kailan dapat gamitin ang salitang, “LET GO”.

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